Sex after HPV

I am terrified to have sex.  I know I shouldn’t be.  We’ve been having sex this long without knowing.  I know one more time won’t matter.  Or will it.  It’s that unknown that is sooo scarey and cold.  She’s just as scared as I am.  To think that I gave her an STD without even knowing it.  Without even having any idea.  So we think of ideas like rubber gloves and condoms for the toys.  But it feels so impersonable after having sex for all these years without any of that.  I dont want to use those things.  I want to feel her.  her skin against mine.  I want to feel like there is no barrier. I can’t blame her for feeling this way.  And I feel the same way about it. If I havent given it to her yet, I want to avoid anything that will evenput her at the slightest risk.

Will we make it through HPV?  God I hope so.

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December 2, 2007. Tags: , , , , , . HPV.

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