Relieved
Oddly enough the arrival of my period today, as painful as it is, made me feel better today. It’s nice to know at least my bodys working down there. But at the same time, the horrible, I can’t even sit up cramps I get and the huge clots and heavy bleeding I always get make me wonder if it’s a sign of something worse. I’m trying hard not to think that way.
On an upside, this morning while I was dropping our son off at school, I was talking to another mother, well grandmother, who told me that her daughter JUST went thru the EXACT same thing. I started to tell her about HPV and then she told me abotu her daughter and it was like listening to her talk about me. her daughter had the LEEP done in the end of November and they are almost positive they got all the precancerous cells. which made me feel sooooooo better. She was in the same stage as me and everything was similar, the ONLY difference is that her daughter knew about the HPV for a while now and she stayed stage one for a long time and then one day popped up as stage two during a check up pap smear. but I don’t want to think more of it because if I would of had my pap on time I probably would of known sooner too.
So despite this horrible pain I’m in, today is a good day. I feel AWESOME!
My journey through HPV 